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are all of my close friends my soulmate and some family i have strived too protect so many i often get tired but is it wrong too wish for a moments rest where i am not allways looking over my shoulder or trying too hide my energy all i can say is marduk guard me onthis life quest i beg









neneka

i know you are out there i smell you as i smell him the master i have tried too escape but some day i shall disappear so till then my friends i wish you all well







chao

neneka

lately i have been ill when i try too eat i cough and puke up blood i think something's wrong a friend say's my mental stress is finally afecting me physically but i would be dead if it was i think cause i feel like dying i actually tried too kill myself but my mom came in thought i was just rinseing my hair and yelled at me too get out of the tub and go to bed i just want my freedom but he is allways watching and making me kill

ones i care for some day i will kill him my old master



till next time dark huntings my children

neneka

TOO MY DARKLINGS





unsure of the grave future bearing down apon us soon one will raise too destroy us all of every race and tribe i know not when but my message too all is enjoy life as much as possible for now





chao

neneka

greetings my children

at school someone found out i was wiccan unsure who and he truned out too be wiccan also but not the nice type i fended him off but i am still shakey cause he is someone from a past life please gods protect me cause if he is here it means i may have too kill him and i would love that but in doing so i would be killing some one who's present self use too be my friend i am unsure of my path but the ones i care for i will die for and you guys know who you are





neneka

as i walk in the fading moon light with my sweet lupine near me he has black fur and amber eyes and a scar on the left side of his snout anyway i wonder why too me days seemed so long seem shorter and i feel more alive then ever am i about too die???

long ago in the old lands i was born into a human world my mother was a witch my father was a holy man i was quite restricted my mother and i were like prisoners so when a chance too escape showed it self we ran i being my mother and father's apprentice knew both light and dark power but it was damanging emotionally so when we came out of hiding we went too america too find father waiting for us i hastely grew too enjoy the modern nightlife unaware of the darkness that lived there of the vampir's my name for them the wronged ones and the lupines who my soulmate is of but with my brithrite i have learned that why i have lived so long and not been one of them is that i am a mutt i have allmost all in me and what my vampire cousin calls godlike power she says never too share i sense she is useing me and greed and hate run in this veins so sad i know but too get too the present i am physicaly 17 looking now so another longlived happy brithday too i

well one of the allies of the man from my nightmare i saw him in the mall and all over i still wake up screaming and he still laughs from the shadow's my thigh's are all bruised and cut from him and the girl killing her son i have lost my reasoning for tears but this old master want's me too kill some one close too me i won't do it but how do you fight off some one how is of godly power